Please view our photo album of Rhoda and I together. We were such a great match. I just loved being with her and I miss her so much. She meant everything to me. I was so completely devastated when she died that I truly did not want to live without her. I begged God for answers. I had to know that she was alright and knew I could not endure without that knowledge. I began a spiritual search that lasted almost three years. At the end of that search I had reached a level of spiritual insight that I didn't even know existed before. "Seek and ye shall find " rang so true for me. Oh yes, I still cry most days and miss her terribly but now I have the satisfaction of knowing she truly is in a better place...it's God's place...it's heaven...and I'm so grateful that God has allowed me to experience His Divine love and wisdom.

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These three pictures are of Rhoda in San Felipe, Mexico. We loved to go on trips south of the border and had such fun down there. She almost has a Latin look about her. Too many trips there I suppose.

These two pictures are at Rhoda's birthday party just two days before she died. We had such a wonderful party for her with family and friends. Rhoda fought so hard against the cancer that would take her life. Her will to live was unbelievable and it broke my heart to see that battle lost. She so inspired her family and friends with her fighting spirit and determination. But it was her never ending love and loyalty to all her friends and family that melted our hearts. I will miss you always my dear and I will love you forever.
Your fiancé,
Rich

My Darling Rhoda I now live the words
  to your favorite song by Roy Orbison

I close my eyes....
then I drift away....
into the magic night
I softly say.....a silent prayer.....like dreamers do.....
then I fall asleep to dream.....my dreams of you
In dreams......I walk with you....
In dreams......I talk to you...
In dreams.....your mine....all the time we're together in dreams
In dreams...
but just before dawn....I awake....and find you gone...
I can't help it...I can't help it....if I cry....
I remember that you said goodbye....
Its too bad that all these things...
can only happen in my dreams...
Only in dreams....
in beautiful dreams....

 

 



My After Death 
Communications with Rhoda

My sincere thanks and appreciation to
Judy of Egogahan for making this memorial possible.